Pandemics

I was four years old when I was playing ball with my cousins on the front grass parking lot of the Missouri home. Back then, I had a sore throat with a very high fever, stumbled over to my mother and collapsed. It turned out I had strep throat which progressed to scarlet fever and more. I was quarantined by the Health Department. Penicillin was new. I was given big shots often. Mama and I were sequestered at home while the rest of the family stayed with relatives. The illness progressed to scalded skin syndrome where the skin sloughs off. One night when my mother was at the opposite end of our chicken-coop made-over-to house, I cried out for my mom. I was dehydrated and dying. I had a near death experience. Eventually, I came back into my body and became the person I am today. I am well versed on Life-Death situations and epidemics.

As a retired Emergency Physician, I used Holistic Medicine for myself and others. I practiced FEMA-type pandemic simulation exercises since the 1980’s, held classes on homeopathic care for emergencies at SUNY-Sullivan, and published scenarios of possible bacterial pandemics.

Sooo… this is what I do… I take an epidemic seriously… I relive my childhood… in my dreams… until I get an answer… and then I run with it. 

The story behind the story… the reason I was sick with the rash scarlet fever was the trauma of the first assault on my 4 year-old being by a male penetrator during the filming and looking for my father who was doing the same to a boy and not responding to my needs. I hurt – a lot. Physically, emotionally, it went to my heart – I’ve had a heart murmur all my life since.  And, later it was found that penicillin does not help with the disease Scarlet Fever or Rheumatic Fever because after the initial antigen-antibody reactions & inflammation of the fever – there is no bacteria to be found for penicillin to work on – if there ever was bacteria as the “cause” of the dis-ease that was discovered as being an autoimmune full body reaction. My dis-ease was the event in the hours before I showed the rash (skin “I” irritation). Sloughing off all my skin and oozing the body fluids later on was the result of the wish to die. I almost did die one night but a near death experience with the angel-in-red brought me back. (more, another time)

With this last epidemic, my heart was affected. Maybe we will decades from now, find out that this epidemic too, has nothing to do with a ‘virus’ or medications, just a heart’s reaction. My rhythm begins to flutter when around a vaxxed person or a person who is shedding. It is difficult to resonate energetically with the person and when I try, the flutter begins to falter, I feel sick, I can’t do what I usually do to help people. I go to their ‘entourage’ and talk with them instead, and then converse with the ‘patient’. All this is so different than what I was doing before, I put a stop to everything and am rethinking and finding my new footing in health. I’m not sure I even believe in vaxx or virus particles and shedding as causes anymore. Maybe absolutely everything happening in health is mind-body-heart related ‘cause’ having much more to do with my body matter being unable to change quickly enough to the needed changes of Gaia & the Universal Cosmos.

So now, I see health as a changing dimensionality problem and see medicine and health care in a whole different way. Energy & dimensions of realities.  In 2020, I gave the homeopathic remedy

‘2019nCoV200c + Aconite 30c, 200c, 1M’.  It helped … dramatically.  Until the vax.  Now, I need something more, something outside the box of this 3-dimensional world. Thus, the sabbatical. Research time.